Monday, April 11, 2011

Day 11

Ever have a day where you are literally ON TOP of the world...and then a rug gets pulled out from underneath you and you're looking up at the world wondering WHAT THE HELL happened??

Today was that day. :(

It's stupid really. I am sitting here berating myself for letting myself feel like this...and yet I can't stop the tears. Stupid stupid.

It is kinda ironic how today our toilet is not working (gotta love old farmhouses) and mere hours after I took the picture, that's where my day...and heart...ended up. In the crapper.

I'm not really ready to share today's hurt, but thank you to the 2 people in my life who are always there for me no matter what. Days like today are better because a) you let me vent and b) you try to cheer me up. Love you J & Z!

In the same token...I have been checking the items off my 2011 list, including being more open and taking chances to find love. I know, I know...God is in control. Doesn't make disappointment hurt less.

4 comments:

  1. :( It's out there.. and when you find each other, it'll be worth the wait! With that being said... treat yourself to a margarita! :)

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  3. Awe Erin! I'll pray for you! The sun is already out today :)

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  4. I'm sorry you had a bad day. Keep your chin up! Love you much.

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